live or tell

I’m in a crisis
I need help - come on mood shift, shift back to good again
Come on be a friend

Nina twin is trying to help and I really hope that she succeeds
Though I picked the thorny path myself, I’m afraid, afraid of where it leads

Chemicals don’t strangle my pen, chemicals don’t make me sick again
I’m always so dubious of your intent like I can’t afford to replace what you’ve spent

Nina twin is trying to help and I really hope she gets me straight
Cause my own inner cosmology has become too dense to navigate

Chemicals don’t flatten my mind, chemicals don’t mess me up this time
Know you bait me way more than you should
And it’s just like you to hurt me when I’m feeling good